The Song Stylings of Faith

[Faith]

I wanted to post some of my songs for you all to read! I was hoping I could get some feedback! Tell me whatever you think of them!

XOXOXO
Faith

[Faith]

"Pulse"

I am not that easy to read
Ever stout in my own mind
A sight of cultured learning

Once more I respond in questioning
Easier than answering
Can someone help me swallow this pill?

All these vibes in the air turn around
Holding me ever down
One of these days I'll find utopia
All on my own

I am the one that's spoken of
Pressing all of my buttons
Your so-called sensual puppet

All these vibes in the air turn around
Holding me ever down
One of these days I'll find utopia
All on my own

I am the pulse running through you
An arousing bitter taste
Am I better off at all?

All these vibes in the air turn around
Holding me ever down
One of these days I'll find utopia
All on my own

[Faith]

"Apron Strings"

Respondent and intriguing
I light my match with sparks forged from virgin snow
Light on the spackled ground
Standard for ascension to my golden throne
And I move across the open sea
A new survivor

Factoring a simple sentimental vision
With the apron strings still attached
Remembering a since of faltering invention
Shuddering at hands of mothering

I walk with royal hands shaking
Unable to assuage the severity
Lying on the edge of chaos
Buckle my seat belt, hold on to the wind
And I feel my way through the sun
Sacred standings

Factoring a simple sentimental vision
With the apron strings still attached
Remembering a since of faltering invention
Shuddering at hands of mothering
Sitting high on pedestals of shaky wisdom
Intercourse of spiritual sense
Observation nearly as spectacular
By interaction and experience

Feuding with my own god
Tampering with letters from despondent minds
Through a fractal on the wall
Staring back at me from the eyes of my own mind
And I go right through in a blaze
I surrender my sacred philosophy

Factoring a simple sentimental vision
With the apron strings still attached
Remembering a since of faltering invention
Shuddering at hands of mothering
Sitting high on pedestals of shaky wisdom
Intercourse of spiritual sense
Observation nearly as spectacular
By interaction and experience

[Faith]

"Lying Down Deep"


Let us all begin our teachings
Breaking down our walls with pseudo preachings
Let us all count down to Armageddon
Struck by our silence without action

This is our time to reconcile ourselves
With redemption to allow us all to begin
Staking our clams with arrows meant for war
Selfsufficiant in selfproclamed loving ways lying down deep

We've not much time left to wake up tomorrow
Standing on sidewalks made of softer ground
We've not much time left here to finish everything
Laid on our plate by God and man above

This is our time to reconcile ourselves
With redemption to allow us all to begin
Staking our clams with arrows meant for war
Selfsufficiant in selfproclamed loving ways lying down deep

How I've began with miles 'till my throne
When fire from outside windows shines through
Light shining on me with simpler beams of gold
This hope inside reborn shines in my heaven's view

This is our time to reconcile ourselves
With redemption to allow us all to begin
Staking our clams with arrow meant for war
Selfsufficiant in selfproclamed loving ways lying down deep

[Angel]

Hey I think that's great, I think a perfect title would be "Finding Utopia" or "Pulse" the original title works too

Sounds very interesting!

The others are amazing too! I love Apron Strings, sounds so great, finding yourself!

[Faith]

"Thunder"

I see you there across the room
Watching you do the things you do
Wishing you were the one I had
You'll never know just what you pull right through

Come away with me far off to wander
We'll sail away before the darkened sky
And if you ever stop before your thunder
We'll watch the rain clouds roll on bye

Flawlessness ain't much to me
Just let me in, and then you'll see
I'll take you there one at a time
I'll show you where, a secret place inside

Come away with me far off to wander
We'll sail away before the darkened sky
And if you ever stop before you thunder
We'll watch the rain clouds roll on bye

When the night is gone, but the sun's still sleeping
When there ain't nowhere for us to go
When the twilight's song is all worth singing
And our souls belong, but you don't know why

Come away with me far off to wander
We'll sail away before the darkened sky
And if you ever stop before your thunder
We'll watch the rain clouds roll on bye

Come away with me far off to wander
We'll sail away before the darkened sky
And if you ever stop before your thunder
We'll watch the rain clouds roll on bye

When the night is gone, but the sun's still sleeping
When there ain't nowhere for us to go
When the twilight's song is all worth singing
And our souls belong, but you don't know why

[Faith]

Aww...thank you Angel!

[Faith]

I don't really like "Thunder". It was something I wrote when I was a little...love sick. I hate the word "ain't", and I used it THREE time in "Thunder"! God, I hate that word! I'm from the south, but I still don't use it! Lol!

[Faith]

There are supposed to be names where the blanks are in this song, but I didn't want to show their names here without their approval.


"Letters Unsent"

Dear ______ I love you a lot
You have a charismatic way about you with my generation and I admire that
You helped me release my inner self and opened me up to a world I didn't know until right about the time that I met you
You always spoke the truth and never held anything back from me as much as I wanted you to but that help me in the long run

Deer _______ you rocked my world
You always helped me relax when on the brink of insanity and I love you for that
You were always open hearted and very supportive and caring and nurturing and simply the best in times of ultimate crises
I could be dangling above jagged rocks and you'd come save me
That's why you and I connect so well

Dear _______ I learned so much
You awakened me from a slumber from which I thought I'd never return and you got me seriously thinking about my career
You will always have a place right next to me so we can talk like we have know each other all our lives
I can only hope that one day I'll find someone else just like you
Then I'll tell them all about you

Dear _________ we never met
We spoke on the phone a few times once before and that's all that I can recall
You seemed really nice and like someone that I'd be interested in but that time you asked me out I said no
And that stopped us from going any further than we did
And that's kind of too bad 'cause we might have had a great connection

Dear _____ we shared so much
You were perfectly masochistic and slightly unstable for me and you understand as much as I do
We could have never been as close as we were had we both not has a slight attraction to insanity of proportions grand
I know you're in a relationship right now and you seem great
That's why I wish you the best

[Angel]

You're truly a inspiration Faith. Your songs and letters show that, along with your role playing abilities! Have some of your works been published? If not I think they should! You have real talent!

[Faith]

No, unfortunately none of my works have been published, but I'm working on a novel right now! I don't have high expectations for it, but it's called "Eternal Night" and the preface for it is in my thread called The Collection! It's going to become a collection of short stories! I just posted "Eternal Night" in The Collection because I think that the preface can sort of stand on it's own as a short story.

[Angel]

Sweet! I'll check it out and I'm sure it will have good expectations

[kate]

Very awesome and emotional.

I've been trying to write my own music lately (I play the guitar), but it hasn't been working. Probably should stick to playing horrible and writing stories. =]

I agree with Alex, you should publish it.

[Faith]

Thanks! They're all very autobiographical. I really try to put my entire self into my art. I often break down into tears when I finish a song just because I'm releasing so much.

[kate]

I love reading about people's emotions and what not. It makes me happy to know I'm not the only one feeling that particular way, if that makes sense.